“There is a time for everything,
and a season for every activity under the heavens”
|My tired not-baby.|
So my son Aaven just turned 2 and I just tried to rock him to sleep in my arms. Yes he’s much too big for me to carry (especially since I’m carrying a baby in my tummy) but there are times that I just don’t want him to grow up. I want to hold him like a baby, even though he wants to escape me. I want him to stay near me always so I can keep him safe, even though he wants to venture away from me and try dangerous new things. I want him to know he’s loved always, even though he may doubt it when he is in trouble. He’s growing up and off to the next stage in life . . . I don’t want to let him go. I think being a mother has really opened my eyes to view my children the way God views His children. I’m sure He doesn’t want to let us go try new things He knows is not good for us, or want us to doubt His love for us, but He lets us go anyway because He loves us enough to give us our freedom. I can imagine how God must feel when we fail or fall and hurt ourselves. Or how hurt He must be when we blame Him when all along He’s just trying to teach us and protect us. I fear the day Aaven is able to turn his back on me and disregard my love. Thinking about that possibility makes me want to run to my heavenly Father and apologize for ever turning my back on to Him. All I want is the best for my children and I know that means letting go, no matter how hard that is for me. I have to let Aaven grow up. I thank God for letting me grow up and for giving me my freedom. It is in that freedom where I learned to appreciate His love for me. God’s the best mom and dad!
Reflect in Action:
Write a letter to your child and tell them how much you love and appreciate them. Tell your child how precious they are to you and give examples of how you delight in them and all the things you hope for them in the future. Date the letter and put it in an envelope. Give your child that letter in 10 years, yup 10 years!!!!! They’ll appreciate it and it’ll give them a little insight to how you’ve always loved them! God wrote us a love letter a long time ago and think about how much we appreciate that every time we read about His love for us.